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5月28日

did you


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did you~



...you didn't, did you?
mean to hurt me so,
to crush my dreams beneath
any meaning, unworthy of
this world seeming?

...I've never intentionally broken
another's Soul, or Dreams
nor scattered to dust...
the very breath that exacts the toll
and turns the sea to rust.

...yes, perhaps mine are not
of wealth, power or fame,
raised in reliefs
and gold's retiring lot
or in bronze and silver named

mine are
built upon the tears and fears
of frightened children's tears
forever I will not deny
the Truth of my lived years

...feeling only was I,
in spite of inner summons that
cranked out the noise, beware!
" One moves among you
Whose end is not to care."

...but I pretended not to hear
preferring only to remember
your body warm, nearing,
the rise and fall of sweet September
drunk with aged wine, I lay in flames endearing

...We were a story not yet told
a wave just barely breaking,
crashing the young with the old
with the timeless wonder of each
new and border less Soul

...tomorrow we would cry
as sails on the horizon
loomed larger in our eyes
bearing the promise
of Destinies meant
only for good-byes


~rom~


5月11日

in here




It's empty in here
Thin air is busy with breathing fear

Don't know what to do now
Light breaks each night crossing somehow

The Milkyway still glistens
With stars falling through my uncertain mission

I'm not doing well with this last
pitch of years
Perhaps I already died and am lost in too many tears

These years are not 'golden' yet
"Not enough,"  my mind screams without relent

Now that I know it is truly up to me
I am brutal with the lament of this broken body to be free

Too late now to call for a rewrite
All I long for keeps slipping just out of sight

So, this is the event horizon of my kind?
How will be the Journey through and what will I find?

Vaporization....or a non-event after all?
Am done with all who only pretend to have risen after their fall

An hour is too long

And a lifetime  too short for my impassioned song.

When I am empty what do I do?
I give it up, wrap my senses in music and wonder who?

And how much longer I must wait
Before I have gone past too late.

~rumorsofme~