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5月28日 did you~did you~ ...you didn't, did you? mean to hurt me so, to crush my dreams beneath any meaning, unworthy of this world seeming? ...I've never intentionally broken another's Soul, or Dreams nor scattered to dust... the very breath that exacts the toll and turns the sea to rust. ...yes, perhaps mine are not of wealth, power or fame, raised in reliefs and gold's retiring lot or in bronze and silver named mine are built upon the tears and fears of frightened children's tears forever I will not deny the Truth of my lived years ...feeling only was I, in spite of inner summons that cranked out the noise, beware! " One moves among you Whose end is not to care." ...but I pretended not to hear preferring only to remember your body warm, nearing, the rise and fall of sweet September drunk with aged wine, I lay in flames endearing ...We were a story not yet told a wave just barely breaking, crashing the young with the old with the timeless wonder of each new and border less Soul ...tomorrow we would cry as sails on the horizon loomed larger in our eyes bearing the promise of Destinies meant only for good-byes ~rom~ 5月11日 in hereIt's empty in here Thin air is busy with breathing fear Don't know what to do now Light breaks each night crossing somehow The Milkyway still glistens With stars falling through my uncertain mission I'm not doing well with this last pitch of years Perhaps I already died and am lost in too many tears These years are not 'golden' yet "Not enough," my mind screams without relent Now that I know it is truly up to me I am brutal with the lament of this broken body to be free Too late now to call for a rewrite All I long for keeps slipping just out of sight So, this is the event horizon of my kind? How will be the Journey through and what will I find? Vaporization....or a non-event after all? Am done with all who only pretend to have risen after their fall An hour is too long And a lifetime too short for my impassioned song. When I am empty what do I do? I give it up, wrap my senses in music and wonder who? And how much longer I must wait Before I have gone past too late. ~rumorsofme~ |
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