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3月30日

hollow reveries

hollow reveries


i looked at the wreckage
what could have caused such destruction?
what wind had torn through ?
was it too much water and might we salvage
some thing of what was not suctioned
back into the sea
out of memory

memory was becoming all there was
to living the life i called mine.
even as i strained my breath to find
another motion to make,
another dream i might wake

now there was a growing silence
and a hollow reverie
as it began to slip from me
this Ideal of Living and Love
it had been my little sail in thoughts above

the cruel and careless tokens
being passed for caring and truth
a sweet madness that brought me broken
into a light that grew dark
as I passed

breath seeped from my body, but
i could not fault its valiant company
through the years; it stood despite blows and thieves
meant to break the spell of mind,
the mystified story of a lonely climb

now there were no more chances
no more hoped for love or dances from mysterious glances
from here to there is not so very far after all
certain i am that love is unquenchable
in every way i have imparted the mirror of my fall

may there be found some solace
in a way now infinitely unclear
spending all my ending time in the presence
of those whose life gave meaning to mine
confident that we are ever near

even in the unknown of descending darkness
i can rest knowing i have loved and been loved
that i wrested some happiness from commotion;
despite curtains of separation...
that fell at the touching of sweet emotion

chances are not limitless
healing comes through Grace
and that is real
despite what you feel
with a body longing for escape

i want to peel the wreckage
from over me, be light and free
to wander the beach sands
and watch the violet bands of misty twilight
become the gathering of my long, long awaited flight

~rumorsofme~
3/30/07

3月23日

emptiness



Is it true ?
That emptiness can overcome you?

That want for touch
Can crack and steal the breath of such

A woman as I?
Who yielded all, then was left in a lie?

Bearing lonely gets tiresome,
Even for the Solitary ones.

While the shell of inclusion...rents the room
to Illusion.

(Just so there's no confusion, I no longer live there anymore.)

Where reality is lost and feelings are made at too great a cost.

Emptiness is a black hole, And gladly I sink into its role.

For the part calls for a Great Soul
That can bear the sadness while
Finding among the grief-felled tears/a comfort in the shining image/smiling back.

For the problem is...(isn't there always a problem?)
There is always a Gift in the problem
And a problem in the Gift.

So, don't be too hasty to judge when
Fearing that you'll never feel again.

Let those who have Mastered your Life thus far
Guide your way home by the Light of your own Unique Star.

You are yet a child in the stellar masses of gasses, and as you pass the Pillars of Creation,

The let-go will be easy to enter, it was from here somebody sent her

Sent her to a beautiful and not-for-long promise of a planet home

You trusted then, so trust now again.

Who knows what LOVES and Expressions of Love await us? Let-go-the-having-to-know.

Learn right up to the minute (they say, more adventures are even now being created for those of us who got caught and somewhat bereated, in the fading combinations of Earthly commotions and untrue devotions)

Perhaps we'll find whoever wrote our scripts and let them know what exactly we want on our next trip!

"Go ahead you trippers, you all wanted to see and know so much; we're just givin you a little extra push."

"Well" said I, "just remember what it is like stepping out on that wing strut -- there we thought was sheer peril and our demise, only to find as we did let-go, that we were experiencing just a hint of heaven, peace and some Promise of a Prize...that has never said good-bye.

~rom~



3月22日

WHO REALLY SAID THAT?

 
 
 

One of his most famous lines of poetry in the English speaking world is from 'Sand and Foam' (1926), which reads : 'Half of what I say is meaningless, but I say it so that the other half may reach you'. This was taken by John Lennon and placed, though in a slightly altered form, into the song Julia from The Beatles' 1968 album The Beatles (a.k.a. The White Album).

Gibran's most famous line of all is that which inspired John F. Kennedy's often quoted "Ask Not What Your Country Can Do For You," from his 1961 inaugural address. The quote was inspired by a 1925 article, "The New Frontier," in which Gibran wrote: "Are you a politician asking what your country can do for you or a zealous one asking what you can do for your country? If you are the first, then you are a parasite; if the second, then you are an oasis in a desert."*   

*Taken from Wikipedia

We need to get our sources straight though I do agree that the foundation of any building is its core of strength -- whoever put it there.  However it does seem we jump too quickly to see who said what (to give it meaning or not?) before we read the text, the context, and make the decision for ourselves:  Who is  this man/woman of integrity, unapproachable ideals and artistic gifts--an angel present in our midst?  Maybe you will think of this the next time you start to quote some newly charted member to the Club Politico, or the reigning popculture diva; or  some branded by the fire of righteousness and hard Religion ... at least before you begin to quote them as The Source.

~rumorsofme~

3月10日

living places





I live in the spaces between -- where you are,
and I am not seen.

From the margins I watch the people rushing by
All while I am wondering... Why?

Human beings layered en masse
Cast the morning shadows
Leaving hurry to pass
Some distance undone
Some prize not won.

There's a time of fullness
Before time calls "too late"
Laying down our little loves
We bask in memories of our fate.

It seemed to take so long
To finally hear my song
And now that I can hear
They say it's over, my dear?

I seemed to be running
With the wind at times
That was before I learned
Of the penalties and fines.

Wounded stares kept me alive
Even today my eyes bleed when I cry
Let me go to them, leave me to their care
I am one lonely being with much to share
M
ay Love's portion unused pay my fare?

In times quiet I wander their path.
In my heart slivers I sow, and
Am sad to think of the music
They have not heard, do not know.

My arms can still hold a child
Or plant a seed, bring a smile
Tell stories that are fun and wild!
Hold them gently for a long while.

Simply let me live within some Grace
Where time is still
Where a right can overcome a wrong
Where will and love can yet reveal
The Truth of the Power that we feel.

That alone has been defeated
And Hunger now depleted
Where little eyes can rise
To twinkle back the skies

In a pattern of puzzled winks
I catch the light streaming
And with two hands that hold to mine
I walk to climb, awake or dreaming

My mind burns with the brand
of my heart's Journey, and
I whisper for the empowerment
For strength that won't relent

Now the question is whether my body
Will be able to catch up to my Longing
Or will fatigue and pain
Continue to win all along?

Wake up tomorrow!
Break out the rainbows!
And wet the desert sand,
I have to get there, I know I can!

There will be the final living of me
Beyond the clouds, across the seas,
This is the what that was meant to be
Soaring with the eagles I am free!

AFRICA is the lantern of home
As falls the sunshine and rain
Legions of Humanity stream and roam
Searching for a way to understand
This Mysterious Discovery of
How we came to be known.

My aliveness lives too far
from that first breath
My heart seeks the story of when I began
and so I wait, For AFRICA...yet...

Though I want to turn and run
With the Fire inside pitching pain
I yet want to ride the high winds--
again and again.

I cannot die with this legacy not birthed
What may come next I cannot now know
But with trust and faith
The Way must Grow.

~rom~